Emptiness. That’s what’s left now.
I wasn’t expecting that answer. I wasn’t expecting to feel like this. And what now? Am I supposed to let this go? To let her go? It would have been easier with a simple: “I don’t like you”. But no, there was something, that something I had felt, something special between the two of us. And that something got lost on the way, by the sound of it. I wish I could bring it back somehow. But how… Now I just feel what I felt back then. No it’s not fine, it’s not okay. I guess I couldn’t feel worse. If only I hadn’t dreamt so much.